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( if you should learn to do this will your toys of knowing,
you will achieve a form of liberty more valuable than any other skill
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[this document is archival: 03.04.04 - recently edited: 07.03.09]

 

what about lightLife?

 

Modernly, our species is waging open war on the animalian scale of life on Earth via an expanding array of transports including transmission technologies, chemical and sound pollution, and even more nefarious culprits such as weaponry and unintended synergies of various sorts.

I suspect we came here to accomplish exactly the opposite of this: to call our sources to assembly in local presence...

and not in the ways we are accustomed to think about local, sources, or presence.

o:O:o

The human metaphor for ‘light’ is rather crucially important in a way we are not commonly empowered to notice or examine. This term’s referent is utterly fundamental to organismal and human life — but also to language and communication as we understand them — for having undergone development in and about light, they have inherited certain qualities and features from light, just as we have. Gaining any direct experience of this, however, can prove very challenging given the perspectives our cultures, and, to some degree, our languages enforce upon us both subtly and overtly.

The garden of source-elements for many other concepts may be seen to begin with light. It thus stands uniquely in our use and experience, if not in our understanding, as one root from which other concepts may be derived, and to which they (probably) must refer in some way. The danger here is that we will decide that we understand what light is (a reification through description), that we will accept some model as being literally ‘fact’ — or even begin promulgating our own. There are some referents for which this can be a mistake, and I am here suggesting that light is one of them. It is fine to have the models, the scientific data, the theories and equations, and to use them. But the actual class-identity of light should be attentively suspended due to what should be obvious to us: we do not know (very clearly, yet)!

When we agree that ‘light’ ‘is of class: thing’ we limit a variety of possible relational opportunities which would otherwise remain in our capacity. In fact, we do not appear to possess a reasonable class for a wide variety of phenomenon. Let me illustrate with an analogy: is the putative electricity passing amongst neurons the same electricity that flows in circuits? They’re both ‘just electricity’, right? Well, as it turns out, since someone is deciding what stuff is and does, is for, where it comes from, &c. — that person or group essentially decides the answer via the purposes implicit in their approaches. But a reasonable answer must be at once yes and no; if we try to remove all aspects of context (we’ll fail, but pretend not to notice this) and isolate the phenomenon using a given (by us) set of metrics and observational tools, we can produce an affirmative answer, as a physicist or an eliminative materialist might. But we must admit, in fact, that the contexts, functions, sources, histories, and futures of these electricities differ so dramatically as to comprise phenomenon so truly distinct as to merit different nomenclature (and they do, and there is).

I will suggest that light is not ‘a what’ — it is an emergent transport of connectivity beyond our wildest scientific and human conceptions; a living transport arising and proceeding within a cosmological hyperstructure. Humans usually refer to this ‘entity’ (the hyperstructure) as ‘god’ — but we’re not supposed to refer to any of this — we’re supposed to have direct access together — to the transports, families and groups with(in) the sources of light.

o:O:o

 

live: light; in vehicles emerging

evil: emerging vehicles; in light

If we begin by noticing and credentialing that it is light and its sources emerging in vehicles, the light (read: source/transport) becomes primary in our value and seeing — and this is magnified vastly in all future relations that involve light, seeing, or models we make as progeny of these two expressions. This means that underneath the surface of our metaphors, we will conserve a meaning-shape about organismal relation to light that is poetic and proceeds to gain unique character and expression. This will be vastly magnified in any metaphoric ‘children’ that refer to or include relation with light — in all of our metaphors — and even the schemas with which we assemble and value ‘knowledge’.

Since light is a source-root for the creation (or possibility of creation) of other metaphors, our ‘hidden’ or foundational decisions and agreements about ‘which class of knowledge-object’ it belongs with are going to be not only reflected — but exponentially magnified— in every later metaphor we create, assemble, follow, value or express. If we make an error here, it will explode into every corner of human knowledge and experience for this reason. It may also be able to ‘hide itself from our sense of error’ such that we can soon become unable to notice or address not only this sort of problem, but the entire domain in which the problem arises: the meaning-relation (and ‘class’) shapes of the metaphors we select and authorize for various terms in common use.

Light is a holophore — a necessary seed idea to which we refer (and which we divide in a way that causes the child to be more complex than the parent) in order to allow us to proceed with the assembly, relation, or parsing of other metaphors. If we, for example, make it into a mechanical thing (if we emphasize the physics of radiant energy, &c. and properties over its characters and poetics), we are damaging a root from which other metaphors derive as children, thus we might arrive at a place where, for example the idea of ‘light making children of itself’ is absurd — ‘things’ do not ‘make children’. So if ‘light is a thing’ it ‘has no progeny’. Such an error could also lead us to vastly misinterpret the inward illumination which is perhaps the compliment of its outer counterpart: consciousness.

With ‘consciousness’ we require a metaphoric ‘light’ to see with(in) ourselves or ‘a matter’. If this ‘inner light’ is shaped in metaphor as ‘primarily mechanical’ in its class, features and outcomes — the whole garden of what it means to be human is poisoned; there is no ‘position actually like us’ that we may freely adopt because elemental foundations at the root of our metaphor-character elements have been flattened through misabstraction, and thus compromised. This very real danger is active and vastly empowered on our world in this time: so much so that we no longer ‘believe in’ dreams. After all, if light is essentially mechanical, and inward light is too — well dreams must just be some ‘extra sparks’ of some sort — coming out of a machine that — like everything, we are told — has no story or character or meaning of its own.

Any inaccuracy in our understanding-relation with this root-metaphor will radically magnify itself in all sub-and-superconcepts relating to it, such that tokens only 4 or 5 steps removed will in some cases contain more error than content! Relations 8 steps removed become error factories — they actually transmit ‘nothing but error’ to anything and everything they contact — and these too, have progeny and effects on other tokens by relation.

Examining the opposing polarity of this circumstance, we can see that even the most modest general correction in our understanding of a holophore — such as light — will explode into all of its realted concepts (for us, nearly all concepts) instantly, creating waves of ‘knowledge-repair’ that result in something we have no idea about: a shockwave of awakening to potentials powerful enough to transform what it means to be human — or save a planet — in an extremely short period of time.

If one corrects a root metaphor — the correction, just like the damage — explodes geometrically out into all the tokens relating to it — any repair to the root — automatically repairs all of the damage in all of the related concepts.

If (as we have largely been taught to do) we notice the vehicles before the light, we establish the vehicles (read: superficial or material structure) as primary, (in terms of meaning-value-relation) and we begin to make a terrible error of lineage-relation — the rapidly accruing result of which is that light will be thought of, valued, experienced and ‘seen’ (inwardly metaphied) as ‘emerging from vehicles’ — rather than the other way around.

If the only tools available to us value the vehicles before their sources, we apparently end up creating atrocity — no matter the virtue of our intention or the shape of our plan. Ironically, all of our work creating this atrocity is engendered and accomplished with the desire to create its opposite. Part of the reason is in our animalian nature, and another part lies in the structural character of the toys of knowing we credential and employ.

o:O:o

There is ‘a sentient feature’ built into the gardens we enter and emerge with knowledge from, and this feature is tasked with protecting the garden from those who would ‘value the wrong thing first’. Part of the way it accomplishes this is with a form of mimicry — a topic which must be explored in reasonable detail elsewhere...

‘That which comes first’ gets primordially valued in a very unique (and difficult to notice) way which proceeds to geometrically magnify itself into every future construct of any sort whatsoever — in every domain or dimension of human experience, reflection, and activity.

The only reason we can assemble the opportunity to notice it here is because I am pointing directly at it — it is the ‘class-generator’ feature of ‘whatever comes first’ — in terms of the prescriptive effects of this feature on the metaphors later produced by reference to our choices in these domains.

Simply stated, humans tend to select for class as a precursor to any sort of intellectual or conscious assembly of tokens, relations and meaning . In the case we are exploring, which is merely ‘a toy’ of the reality of what I am pointing toward, an ‘essential meaning-relation error’ is being made ‘regarding which comes first’ (in value of meaning) — light, or a vehicle?

There are many features of this activity we are not well equipped to notice or attend, and I believe the most important of them, are poetic — characters and transports of related-ness and distinction in meaning. As an example I would cite that the ‘first mover’ advantage is a structural congruence momentum that enforces its own structure on the field: English is the primary language on the internet even though the primary user-population is not largely comprised of English-speakers or users. The penetration of English as the first language of the internet has repercussions in a variety of domains we do not attend — and they have primarily to do with how organisms, or their tokens of cognitive relation, create a field effect in sentient media — i.e: living planets.

Similarly, the penetration into the human cogniscium of an essential error in a root metaphor like light — tends to rapidly establish and defend its right to reproduction in such a way that we ourselves may never have the opportunity or power to dislodge it. Because the things we’re trying to modify or dislodge this problem with are made of what we’re trying to change...

o:O:o

It is by the consistent magnification of ‘very small errors’ of relation-valuing and precedence-ordering — embodied in our common principles of assembly, practice and activity — that we find ourselves hugely lost in the terrains where our own knowledge and understanding are born and emerge from. This is as true at the level of individuals as it is at the scale of cultures, and even of our species taken as a unity.

Vehicles (as we are calling them) emerge from sources. Thus if you posses and express and elaborate character and emotion — it is because your sources have character and emotion.

This means your sources are non-mechanical. And that abstract knowledge, while interesting — is essentially a game we agree to, not fact.

Whatever we, and ‘light’ may actually be — these unthings are entirely, magically, impossibly non-mechanical.

The problem is, the closest metaphor we have for ‘what they are like’ is machine. The reason is simple. Our sources ‘dance and sing’ in a way that ‘looks musically mechanical’. But in truth, they, and we ourselves, are more accurately ‘the opposite’ of a machine, than either are ‘like a machine’.

A more accurate statement would be ‘machines are like us, except shaved of almost everything important’. The shaving renders ‘a tool’. Sometimes, a tool of knowing. So we are not biological machines, because the idea of machine is far too vast a shaving of organismal reality to apply it ‘over the top’ of what is already present.

We are about a billion times ‘more alike’ with what we call ‘a star’ than we are with our model of ‘human’, ‘animal’, or ‘different kind of machine’.

o:O:o

If I wish to speak openly of the sources of atrocity in human history and modern experience, I must somehow wrangle myself first into a relationship with the question of Evil. Many have assailed this mountain (or fallen into this vortice), and few (in my experience) have emerged with anything like an antidote, or even a relatively good map.

Of compasses we’ve seen vast quantities, and many of these turn out to be evil themselves, once frozen into codicil and granted any active authority. Yet without experts, maps or compasses each of us has experienced directly, witnessed, and most likely participated directly or indirectly in the perpetration of atrocity — and in most cases it would be fair to guess that we’ve dabbled in witnessing, perpetrating, opposing and ignoring atrocity in many different times, circumstances dimensions — etc.

Some few brilliant explorers and their admirers and translators have in some degree succeeded in ascertaining what might be done to allow us as a common people to better understand Evil, and often these authors of the impossible have been obliged (by the character of their own understanding of the threats and opportunities of what they were attempting) to resort to parable, paradox, non-sense, rhyme, fable — and even children’s stories — as their vehicle of recording. Many other authors, attempting to rise above the threats of common rejection and jeering, crafted codicils which are entirely admonitory in character — and in most cases these ‘litanies of law and threat’ are the poorest possible mimic of what they purport to expertly represent.

A goodly quantity of these amazing artifacts (read: doors) left by these pioneers are of truly incalculable value*. Unfortunately ‘the value-domain’ or ‘class of knowledge-recording’ that these records fall into is easily cast aside as ‘informal’ — or ‘essentially fantasy’.

[*The Little Prince, The Alice stories, The White Mountains trilogy, A Wrinkle in Time, &c]

Some of these doors wear ‘formally religious’ dress, an idea whose oxymoronic structure should be clearly apparent to those who’ve directly sought after the sources of religion.

It is my hope that we can together directly discover that realities of our human position, potential and inspiration for fulfillment are far more unique than many multiplications of the sum of our most esoteric fantasies — including all of formal religion combined. And this, which is my personal experience, suggests that there is a serious problem alive and actively replicating its schema with(in) the gardens of the sources of knowing (how we know, about how we know).

A ‘sort of extremely fundamental error’ in the way we relate with the inhabitants of that anciently conserved place. We must never trade these fantasies for direct and mutual exploration — done only after completely setting aside our common or existing models — and even our common ‘ways of looking into’ things.

As evidence that something is rather seriously amiss we may routinely observe that it is our habit of mind to refer to cognitive or intellectual constructs with nouns — which in turn has the implicate function of forcing us to value-class them as ‘things’. I am not the first to suggest that the idea that knowledge is a ‘thing’ rather than a sentient movement is logically and experientially absurd — but it is not merely absurd, it is deadly. This single mistake ‘wrecks our value-exploration toys’ — all of them. It even destroys the toyboxes — and our own bodies. Perhaps more interestingly, we speak to each other of ‘knowledge’ as though it were factual, tangible — an actual object. But what if it more accurately belongs to class we have no metaphor for? Why have we not sought the invention and ongoing attenuation toward ever-greater accuracy of such a metaphor? There is an actual reason, and it is not necessarily the one we would rationally produce in an attempt to resolve this matter.

Even a verb would not suffice to refer to the source or form of these unthings. We need instead ‘an entirely new sort of metaphor’. Not merely a new metaphor, but a new kind of metaphor (or concept identity-membrane) — a new form of ‘cellular inhabitant’ in the sentient nursery that is the garden of our sources, senses, and knowledge.

In the garden of the sources of knowledge, there is no ‘thing’ at all — because the foundation of the garden itself is alive in a way we have as yet no metaphor for. Nothing is not the same as no thing — because ‘no thing’ can mean ‘not a single -thing- but a hypersymmetry of lives’ — in other words, beings — not things.

The way of this aliveness is much more ‘magical’ than it is systematic — regardless of our stubborn insistence that anything ‘real’ can be systematically understood. In the long process of our rise (or perhaps more accurately our descent) into the grave and serious gardens of specificity (in terms of schema and classes) we neglected to examine our schemas that allow us to resolve what is real. All that is real, as well as that from which what we consider ’real’ emerges — is ‘more alive’ that organisms are — and we have ‘no class’ for such an idea – thus we will refrain even from speculations in this direction. We don’t, in other words, have a class-metaphor for ‘more alive than it is possible to understand’. The closest ones we have are largely owned by ‘functionally irreal’ knowledge-classes: spirit, angels — aliens, and ‘god’. And these toys — all of them, have been ‘growing more broken in scales’ for thousands of years.

When we agree to the concept (as a game) of formal understanding, we aren’t yet creating a problem — but when we agree that ‘anything that isn’t systematically formalizable’ isn’t ‘real’ — we’ve instantly made a cataclysmic error of relation. Similarly, and in the modern moment more significantly (pun intended) if we decide that ‘ideas are fact’ because ‘systems of ideas which are autoconsistant (and self-generated) say so’ — we are making a trade that we cannot easily detect the real natures of.

Its real outcome — the results of this trade — are the seeds from which human atrocity — and much of our human suffering and confusion — are born. Essentially, if the toy of knowledge ‘remains a toy’ and we always look to the toyMaker(s) (without freezing systems of looking) in our hearts and minds as ‘primary’ then all of creation is alive with direct experiential interContact (play). If instead we are obliged to decide that ‘everything is really just complex machines’ in individual recombinance (because what we ‘put first’ demands or even merely implies this) we end up forgetting about toyMakers altogether, and putting the toys not only about our sources and gardens of reGenesis, but above all of sentient Life on our world.

Most would believe we all agree that putting toys before children is a deadly idea. Yet a brief glimpse at the state and circumstance of our world, and our cultures should suffice to immediately startle us into recognition that our action as a species is in direct opposition to this idea — and this activity has clearly at this point accrued a cataclysmic momentum. It does not have to ‘hide’ itself. It hides ‘right in front of our eyes’. The reason? It emerges from something extremely elemental in our relationship with inward simulation and objective valuing: knowledge — and ‘thinking’.

We cannot and must not conserve the foundational belief that the essential matters of human experience and expression, of liberty or knowledge — can be frozen and encoded into concrete systems by which we will judge and persecute each other and our children. It is true that ‘some toys of relation’, such as those we call science can be incredibly valuable — but these are toys — and must never be placed in the position of authorization over the character-reality that we ourselves are, and are here to become.

Such a seemingly small error — that of enthroning statistical and deconstructive ‘authorities’ as the gatekeepers to the trees of knowledge and their fruits — is precisely the sort of simple mistake that grows tentacles into every single domain of relation, and these grow in size and power and growing speed geometrically once established.

In other words, the ‘general character-nature of the position(s) from which we obtain authorization to pursue knowing and schemas of knowledge-assembly descends to us’ is either primarily pro-sentient (which is always pro-organism .vs mechanism) or it is primarily pro-artifact. In science, the stable artifact, or ‘proof’ is the arbiter of truth. Yet in organismal reality, ‘proof” is never even vaguely this mechanical — or flat or frozen (movement-flat). Organismal truth, and thus emotional and even cognitive truth — are nothing like the flat models we declare and adore as ‘knowledge’. The danger of this circumstance is that we are speaking of perhaps the most foundational gardens and sources of human emotion, experience, expression and understanding. If the primary methods of contact and intercourse with ‘ourSelves’ is pro-artifact, this means it requires ‘room’ to ‘swarm swarms’ of ‘copied copies’ into all participants.

And the ‘space’ required for these artifacts is cognitive, emotional, expressive and intellectual. In other words, the game plays out like a war over terrain between mechanical self-copiers (token-forming artifacts) and organisms. The unchild (mechanistic mode of process) is attempting to ‘take up all of the space’ (and more) that their organismal sources require. The ‘first part’ of the space thus sequestered in this war is connective. The unchild ‘eats up’ all the ‘transports of union’ and replaces them with something that ‘looks a lot’ like what is supposed to be there — but in reality is just another artifact-factory — exponentially following its dead (this IS a thing) ‘program’ of geometric conquest of domains, terrain, transports, contexts, inputs and outputs.

In human history and modern experience this problem rapidly magnifies itself to the degree that the obstruction becomes the substitute for missing experiential intimacy, and this is a loss of unholy magnitude indeed. It is like exchanging the idea of trying to hit someone with a thrown steel ring for the many dimensions of relation embodied in the tradition of marriage. It is the trade of something superficial, for something of transdimensional value and purpose.

In exchanging the product for the source (or the object for intimacy with the schema, or the schema for the ways of assembling schema) we find ourselves, as individuals and as a species, engaged in the same kind of childlike innocence that might have led a ‘savage’ (read native inhabitant) to ‘trade land’ (amongst the most absurd of possible ideas...land cannot be owned, only shared or disputed) for ‘a token’ — such as a piece of jewelry, or another artifact of value which they themselves were not familiar with the production-schema of.

 

 

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o:O:o

 

 

Understand : Acknowledge : Support : reSpawn(d) : Prosper